There is a Light that Never Goes Out

This image is like my spirit animal.


I do still exist. I just have been at a loss for what to write lately. My thoughts are so jumbled and I feel like my mind is constantly going at a million miles per minute. Here's what I've been up to lately:
-I've succeeded in scalping myself from my season long experience with my "natural hair", putting weird shit in it and not combing it. So it was essentially one big dread lock....I really wanted to cry when I saw so much hair I lost, but I've seen tons of people with no hair at all who look fine and beautiful, so I'll get over myself. I do miss having big hair though.
-Flirting with the idea of dying my hair. As if the fact that I already lost so much of it already didn't scare me off enough. lol. I like a rosey soft pink, violet, or green right now. I'm sure this sounds batshit crazy huh? It won't be my whole head maybe half.... or streaks... or tips... or a strand. Jeez I'm such a wimp. But these pictures are driving me insane!!!









I want to try this while I know my hair will at least grow back and I dont have job requirements and can still use the "I'm young and free" excuse...
-Been listening to the Smiths, Morrissey, Beach House, Psapp and Billy Joel(?) alot more than usual. It's perfect music for being lost and brooding and angsty which is what I've been doing alot lately...Sulking like a fuck ass.










-I spent the holidays in the WILD. I kid it was just a mountain cabin. We tend to do this alot in my family it's probably because they are so backwoods and country (if that sounds like an insult I didn't mean for it to - entirely). It was beautiful! There are no modern conveniences really there are power outlets and indoor plumbing and lights, but for the most part I just read and hiked and took pictures. I sound so boring. I'll post pictures maybe.
-Been drawing alot. I made my second strip for "Jello" the Ghost Worldy-American Splenderesque-Urban-Youth-Quirky comic thing I'm making. I think Taylor Ruth beat me to the punch though. There should be an earlier post with some drawings on here. I made a blog on Tumblr for them once I can get some scans of more. It's not much though. I wish someone brought me a new sketch book for Christmas, instead of perfume (think there's something in that?) and pajamas and bras...
-Unpleasant grown up things.
-Thinking.
-Pondering
-Thinkin' some more.
The next time i update it will probably be a new year, so until then...

-Peace and Hair Grease.